Sunday, January 30, 2011

I Love You My Dear

My love, My everything, My all. The only one who understands me even in the hardest of times of dealing with me. The one who even though has been through so much with me and because of me has still stuck there by my side. And that there says it all. Says and shows how much and how strong your love is for me. 
How I wish you knew I feel the same. I know I'm not the best at showing it but in all reality loving and caring for you is really all I know how to do. I never thought I would feel this way for anyone. Wanting to do anything and everything for you. Wanting to always know your ok and if not that I will make it ok. Knowing that if it came to it I would with out a doubt give my life for yours to be saved and safe. Knowing that you are going to be the one I ask to marry me, knowing that you are the one I want to have kids with. The one I want to own a house with that we can both grow old TOGETHER in. 
I don’t think you’ll ever understand the feeling I get at night when just laying next to you makes me not want to go to sleep so I can just lay there and watch your beauty at rest. You look so peaceful while your sleeping and I love just laying there and rubbing your head or you legs and kissing you on the cheek and see the little smile you give me even though your sleeping. It gives me the butterflies every time. 
I don’t know if you’ll ever understand how every time I look at you it takes me back to the first day we met and how beautiful I thought you were. And back to our first date at Fridays when I knew that night that you were the ONE! How I knew that from that day forward I would dedicate my life to you and everything I do I would do for you. How I would change anything about myself that wasn’t right just to make it right for us, because on that night I knew that no other girl would amount to who you are and what you are capable of in life. 
I don’t want to you to ever think that I cant change. I have come a long way and have a long way to go. But in the end we both do, but we get to do it together. We get to make those changes and grow together as one which will only make us closer in the end. It’ll only make our bond and our love for each other stronger. So when we give each other those looks of love we both know that we really mean it because everything were doing were doing it for each other, to better us, and also to better ourselves. 
You are absolutely the LOVE of my life I cant say that enough. I want you to know that and you will feel that way because I want you to feel like you are loved and feel the way that I feel for you. In the end you are MY EVERYTHING, MY ALL, AND MOST OF ALL MY LOVE!!!